Önskelista 11

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Upplevelser, som tex biljetter till Laleh!

DVD
Stargate SG-1 1-10 + ark of truth box
Fright Night

Tall Ship Races 2011

Aye!

What a weekend! The Tall Ships Races came to our little town and filled it with ships, food, sailors and sun!
It started out bad though, on the Thursday night I was so sick I couldn't move out of the sofa, so missed the cute Eric Saade :(  To compensate, I watched his new vid a couple of hundred times.

 Hearts in the air

Friday: Walked around to watch to ships, SAILORS, had moose kebab with lingonberry. Watched Timbuktu from high above.

Saturday: Walked. Alot. Plenty to see, including ships, SAILORS, September, food.

Sunday: Walked alot. Again. Moose kebab. Addicted. Watched the big finale with this awsome band, made the whole audience sing along to "Drunken Sailor" and other high quality songs that you can find at big culture events like this.

 Max Normal

Reagge band

                                                                 Moose kebab!

                                                          View over the stage at Timbuktu gig

                                                     

 Crew parade

 Youth Area - games, music, foam disco

 Spin Ice Cream

                                                     My godsons playing in cool balloons

Me and mmy friend Helen

 French food, yummy!

 September

 Great band from Scotland

                                                       Tall Ship Races Choir

Tenor Rickard Söderberg sang music composed to this occasion

 Stormy Weather Shanty Choir - awsome band from Norway who made the audience sing along.

Aye, a great weekend indeed!

Let it rain over me

Yesterday I cried because I love him. Today I cried because she made me unloved.

It's another day in paradise. The sun shines, and the weather forecasts, belive it or not, all say it's gonna be all sunshine tomorrow. Been looking forward to that forever. Well not since forever, since the bad weather started to centre around my work schedule. The days off.
Forever is how long people we love are with us. Forever is how long we make it.

Today my work was critized. Not just the things I do, the entire system was made to a tiny crap of nothing.
I take proud in what I do. It might not be a glamourous job, it may be a underpaid, always critized, always tuff, always giving job. But we do the best we can, and damn, we are good at what we do. Emotional as I am, being treated like today felt in my heart. Just as the sun starts to shine the rain starts to pour.
Ah well, I'm blessed with wonderful friends. Yesterday soemone made me feel prettier then I felt in ages.
Wohoo, tomorrow is a sunny new day in paradise.

Rest now my friend, I'll watch your heart til we meet again

Bedtime on Sunday night. Bedtime that marks the end of a sad week.
The news of passing of a online friend, the terrible events that took place in Norway.

I was chocked by the news of the Oslo bombing, watching pictures and videos of  a town so near me, a town I visited, torn apart. There is so much evil in this world, and I hurt everytime I read about it, but it's a fact that it does hurt more the closer it gets.
Then I'm on Twitter, and reading a couple of retweets about people hiding and throwing themselfes into the water cos someone is shooting at them. I thoughts are wtf, where could this be? And then I realize, it's a youth political summer camp in Norway. A peaceful island transformed into a horrormovie, except it's real. People, youth, eating ice cream and laughing, sees a policeman coming towards them, raising his gun. The horror they face. The horror they must live with all their lives. The horror 85 people died with.

The morning after I bike to work. Meets two young men walking towards me in the street. One of them carries something in his hand wich he starts wawing with. For a sec, I freeze. Then I realise it's just a pair of ores. When you have laid in your bed crying and thinking of thoose youths, it's easy to think the worse.
But if one man can do so much damage, so much pain with his hate, then imagine what a billion people can do with love.  Fear can freeze us for a time, but the warmth of us all standing together, standing up for a free and loving world, can melt an ice age.

Spending my time

How can you be cleaning for two days and still have the whole apartment left?
Since I had two days off, I decided to try and do something about the sorry mess that is called my home.
Oh yeah of course I had a sleep in, it's my day off! And then I hafto go out and buy breakfast. And eat breakfast. And as everyone knows, you hafto watch something nice when you eat breakfast on your day off.
So a couple of episodes of Supernatural series 6 and I'm ready and filled with energy to clean clean clean.
Come on dirt, is that the best you can do? Hoover girl is comming to get you!
Cleaned the bathroom. Sorted a plie of things and layed everything neatly in it's own space.
Oh look at the time, it's dinner time! And as everyone knows, you hafto watch something nice when you eat dinner on your day off. So a couple of episodes of Supernatural series 6.
Is it bedtime already? Nooooo, time to knock some zombies off in Plants vs Zombies.

Day 2. Sleep in. Breakfast already bought yesterday, which  gives me an hour longer to watch Supernatural series 6. Oh, only one episode left. Better watch how it goes. I'm seriously in love with an angel. Castiel. Lovely name. Maybe I could lure my best friends with it, they have named their sons after angels. Must. Find.Spellbook.To.Enchant.Them.
Clean time! I tell you, you bad ass dust, I'm coming to get you!
Sorted all my socks out. While watching Big Bang Theory series 4.
Changed my curtains. While watching Big Bang Theory series 4.
Oh, it's Tuesday! Midsomer Murders is on! Omg, sergant Jones looks really hot in a beard!

Ah well, I have the weekend off to.

Things u choose

Here we go again, another attempt to keep this blog updated. How many days do you give me?

I forgot my godson's birthday. How terrible godmother am I...... I do know when his birthday is. It's just, wtf is it middle of July already??? Apparently. I often think and plan to spend time with my godsons, but time does not seem to be on my side. Because I'm not a terrible organizer. Really. Promise.

Middle of July. And at the moment, the summer has come to an end. Rain, 15 degrees and windy. Whatever happend to walking in leafy paths, biking around exploring the local sights, eating tons of ice cream, playing minature golf, laying on the beach listening to Torchwood radio plays. Oh yeah that's right, thats what I'm doing rest of July and all of August. Always the optimist.

In the news here today; In our neighbour Denmark children with Down's syndrome is about to disapear. If the rates countinous the last child with Down's syndrome will be born 2030. Sweden is a bit behind, but we will get there. This is not news news, but still. Frightening. It's not a simple question, what is right and what is wrong. I can understand woman who makes the decision to abort when they find out. I can understand woman who don't. But where will this lead? What's next? In a couple of years we will be able to find out and choose alot more about our unborn children. Where do we draw the line for whos wanted and whos not? Is it our right to choose?

let me hear

You are yelling at me. Your lips opens and the words that comes out frightens me.
Work. Love. Kids. Holiday.
Come closer. Yell at me again. I can feel your breaths against my skin. Closer. Closer.
I want to be inside you. Feel your thoughts. Know how it is.
Yell at me so loud that the mirror cracks.


Du skriker åt mig. Dina läppar öppnas och ut kommer ord som skrämmer mig.
Jobb. Kärlek. Barn. Semester.
Kom närmare. Skrik åt mig igen. Jag känner dina andetag mot min hud. Närmare. Närmare.
Jag vill ju vara i dig. Känna dina tankar. Veta hur det är.
Skrik åt mig så högt att spegeln spricker.